The last few days there’s been a battle raging inside me. So many unanswered questions, so many “I wish things were different” wondering the purpose of why my heart has to get broken, again. But the Lord sees the things we don’t. He saw I needed someone to just be there when things were getting bleak. That’s when he sent me my boyfriend, who always points me back to Jesus. A reminder that God is good all the time.
But then you got battles like this where you wonder “why Lord, why again?” On the way home from church last night, the Lord allowed this song to come across my song suggestions. More often then not the Lord speaks through scripture, but sometimes he allows a song based on scripture to hit home the same point.
As I listened, I realized God isn’t going to show me the answer of why. At least not right now. What He is asking me to do is to trust, and bow the knee to His will. Maybe you are in that same place. A struggle so deep, that you wonder why. God wants your heart, He wants your will submitted to Him. Nomatter how much it doesn’t make sense, He only ask us to trust and obey, to bow the knee.